So I am like here at home sick, and upset cause of all the crap. I am gana get some sort of Defiance referal thing at school. Cause of lame crap. I was sick today (It was also suposed to be ditch day) so I was at home. But we had the after party for teh "Bye Bye Birdie" actors from the play. And I had to go to the dump. So I desided I would make sure my absence was gotten as sick, and not taken as a ditch. So then I do and I get this look like "What the fuck are you doing this for" I just wanted to say "Cause I am trying to be responsible bitch" -_-. Any way... So then I am told that I can't be on campus cause I wasn't there... LAME! So I am all nice. Ok. and I leave, go around teh corner and figure I will drop by the party. So I am there and gana leave "Your not gana eat" And of cource I want to be curtious, so I eat a bit. Then Nazi desides to come and see who all is there. And I am eithe gana get a cut, or a "Defiance" -_- What ever I don't care much, but I wil be pissed If I tryed to be responsible and then was at the paqrty for a bit and about to leave! When this all happened. And I get in more trouble then the people who just ditched cause they could. I have a fevor of 102. I am ligitamitly sick, and yeah I was out of the house a bit, so what I mean realy! Just want it over with, better not take up alot of my time.

So I get home, tell my ass step dad this shit, and "Well you shouldn't have been there in the first place" No, but is it that big of a deal? AND THEN!!! I get all the shit talk, Did you talk to Siera yet? Did you make sure you can work this summer? Why isn't your room clean? There is nothing but trash in there. Why is your money on teh ground? GOSH! I mean I havent had a free afternoon or weekend in a what now, month? And I am suposed to to all this other crap? And I mean my room is where I am. It does get clean, but see the thing is I am not on the couch ALL my at home time, unlike some stepfathers. I spend it in my room. So I do multiple things in there. So it gets messy. And when I am never home then it stays that way, gosh I plan on cleaning it, but I am tired of crap like that. So I am considering moveing out. Not sure where to, but I am getting fed up with this house.

Any way, might add more later. Bye?